Monday, November 29, 2004
all inflammed prints ON SALE
im inflammed.
i took death pictures with carly lol. blood pictures actually because we were both still alive. k.
camp jinx
nothing about it just a reminder that it exists.
so i think i may be dying on the inside. maybe.i havent talked to tim in a really long time. its like, for some reason hes never on when im on but hes on when im not. and i know because hes on my moms list. yeah. hes family. what can i say. and michelle is on there as well... so's rachal handley... hmm. shes not family. lol. i love yuou rach-e. im in pain. and i dont have drugs. ive been in pain for...3daysish.
question: do you like school
answer: *look*
question: did you steal the cookie from the cookie jar?
answer: ....... when?
ps: thats the ultimate answer
question: whats your middle name?
answer: why?
question: do you know your middle name?
something that could be a question: go suck a fuck
answer ish...: tell me, how exactly does one suck a fuck
carly: you take a fuck and you suck it.
ps that was carly asking questions lol
"why would you not go to the cheese!?! you're a fucking mouse!" -- Justine, i mean... me.
and .. "GO.TO.THE.FUCKING.CHEESE!"
Posted at 14:21 by schpritzen21
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Friday, November 26, 2004
this is my story. i smell pizza. yummy...anyways...
there once was a stupid hanging plant in the corner of the library hanging from the ceiling that no one ever noticed. it was crooked and dusty. the ropes were decreped and looked like they are about to break. underneath of the hanging plant was an ugly flower plant that was fake. it is burgendyish and the fake flowers matched the pot it was ..is in. mrs. patterson probably waters it because many students have witnessed her watering fake plants. shes afraid it might die. and now carly thinks im ditching her because i have a bad memory.but i actually am ditching her... dont tell her that though cause she is annoying and dumb. ps that was carly.
i want free pizza
if you could see me right now im killing the keyboard. ytferdftgvhbkflj.hdbgsf die carly die. i want some borstplaat.
Posted at 11:09 by schpritzen21
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Thursday, November 25, 2004
"im making music" - carly making the computer beep. lol
as rachael is falling asleep with stacy playing with her hair. yeah. its boring when you dont have anything to do.
There once was a not so little girl. she was a loser ... is ... a loser.. who wrote ... writes ... stories about stupid things such as not so little loser girl ... who writes ... okay THE END. BY CARLY aka Not So Little Loser Girl (Who Writes)
lalalalalalalaalalasfgbiqhwotyf owi-q
I *heart* Fujibah. hes hot and foreign. and has oral herpes. of which i was recently informed. by the not so little girl. note the lack of the word loser. lol. k byeeeee
Posted at 13:09 by schpritzen21
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Wednesday, November 17, 2004
Now you’re rich and Now you're famous Fake ass girls all know your names
yeah...
well. lots of shit going on. joe yelled at us lowly members of student council on tuesday. and volleyball. minimal court time pour moi, mais je suis garanti un endroit sur l'équipe l'année prochaine. yes, we are all very proud of the fact that weenie can speak en français.
ill continue this later... lol
I need an alarm system in my house
So I know when people are
Creeping about
These people are
Freaking me out (these days)
It’s getting hectic everywhere that I go
They won’t leave me alone
There’s things they all wanna know
I'm paranoid of all the people I meet
Why are they talking to me?
And why can’t anyone see
I just wanna live
Don’t really care about the things that they say
Don’t really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x6]
I rock a
Lawsuit when I’m going to court
A white suit when I’m gettin’ divorced
A black suit at the funeral home
And my birthday suit when I’m home alone
Talkin’ on the phone
Got an interview
With the rolling stone
They’re saying
“Now you’re rich and
Now you’re famous
Fake ass girls all know your names and
Lifestyles of the rich and famous
Your first hit aren’t you ashamed?”
Of the life [x2]
Of the life we’re livin’
I just wanna live
Don’t really care about the things that they say
Don’t really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
Stop your messin’ around boy
Better think of your future
Better make some good plans boy
Said everyone of my teachers
Lookout
You better play it safe
You never know what hard times will come your way
We say
Where we’re coming from
We’ve already seen
The worst that this life can bring
Now we expect it everywhere that we go
All the things that they say
Yeah we already know
I just wanna live
Don’t really care about the things that they say
Don’t really care about what happens to me
Just wanna live [x3]
I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x3]
I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x3]
Don’t really care about the things that they say
Just wanna live [x3]
Don’t really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
Posted at 20:29 by schpritzen21
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Sunday, November 07, 2004
no one here wants to fight me like you do
so... cancel that year thing.
i dont know. it was like the only thing i could do. i tried to cover it up with cover up... heh. that didnt work. its not like anyone's going to notice anyways. no one noticed in sixth grade so whats different about eleventh (god im getting old). well... matt knew. but that doesnt matter.
i just hope it fades soon...
Posted at 11:52 by schpritzen21
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Friday, November 05, 2004
the innocent can never last
Wake Me Up When September Ends
except c'est novembre...
my dog just went psycho cos he has to piss. it was kinda funny. the pee dance for dogs.
so im quite dead from an awesome tryout... (it was so awesome i dont even care lol) i think im going to make it. i dont really want to sound cocky but, yeah. i didnt miss any passes and i volleyed pretty much all of them. i just need to dig. on my knees. get down. and if youre reading this and you dont know what im talking about and taking it the wrong way... i have nothing to say to you lol.
my hair is long again. and for some reason i just noticed. kinda weird... but yeah.
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
Posted at 20:32 by schpritzen21
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rachaels purse is awesome:
the soul of the earth is the ocean
the gift of her life her waves
i surrender myself to her motion
in calm beauty and in rage
Posted at 09:28 by schpritzen21
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Thursday, November 04, 2004
..are we really happy with who we are right now?
ask yourself.
for some reason i find it amusing when men are sexually deprived. is that evil? lol. cos you know, women can be sexually deprived too except usually when we want it we dont get a no. hehehe.
well tomorrow tryouts start. and i still run like a gimp (i think). i hope we dont have to run suicides... they should really change the name...
oh! k. i went to the optometrists today. my eyes got worse. probably because as i am sitting here i am not wearing my old glasses like im supposed to. and im getting new glasses. i do believe they are vogue. (armani screwed them over so they dont carry them anymore) theyre pink and.. yeah. plastic frames.
and the people came to collect the boxes today. and someone from the paper took pictures. were gonna be in the paper. our stuff is going to haiti. im proud :D.
Posted at 20:54 by schpritzen21
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Wednesday, November 03, 2004
take a chance you stupid hoe
happy happy joy joy joie.. or is it?... k im a little happy. (i talked to tim today. hes so effing precious)
*sigh* yeah. im just, yeah.
omfg michelle!!! chester is buried somewhere by greenhill. we have to find him!!
im quite happy now. k. lol. i still want pills. nothing stops that.
im not sure but i think its been about... over a year since i cut. someone be proud.
Posted at 18:54 by schpritzen21
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Tuesday, November 02, 2004
give me a kiss goodnight everything'll be alright tell me that i wont feel a thing...
One bright day in the middle of night,
two dead men stood up to fight.
Three blind men to see fair play,
forty mutes to yell Hoo-Ray.
Back to back they faced each other,
Drew their swords and shot each other!
tim told me that once lol. i havent talked to him in about a month. hes disappeared off the face of the planet. i wouldnt be surprised.
ive come to the conclusion that im very sadistic when im in pain. kinda mesochistic. but mostly screw you ish.
Posted at 21:16 by schpritzen21
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