k. not a good... evening. thus far. thus who the fuck says thus. anyways. i think tim and i just got in our fist fight. exciting. i dont think i can go to the pen now. ill go cry instead... uhhh yeah so the fucking automated attendance machine called again today. they called yesterday. and im gonna effing rip on somebody. even though i already did. goddammit. im just a fuck up.

12/16/2004		6:32:35 PM		i will slaughter the effing automated attendance machine. and joe. {welcome to existence}		]●[--ǾЏΔΝ--]●[		heyy
12/16/2004		6:34:43 PM		]●[--ǾЏΔΝ--]●[		i will slaughter the effing automated attendance machine. and joe. {welcome to existence}		_auto-message: hello.
12/16/2004		6:35:48 PM		i will slaughter the effing automated attendance machine. and joe. {welcome to existence}		]●[--ǾЏΔΝ--]●[		effer. you know, if you dont want to talk to me just fucking say so because i am sooo not in the mood
12/16/2004		6:36:13 PM		]●[--ǾЏΔΝ--]●[		i will slaughter the effing automated attendance machine. and joe. {welcome to existence}		jeezus what the hell was that for
12/16/2004		6:36:20 PM		]●[--ǾЏΔΝ--]●[		i will slaughter the effing automated attendance machine. and joe. {welcome to existence}		fine w/e

well k the new history thing is just fucked but anyways. then he blocked me.

"Letters To God"

caught off guard
all worked up
the air is as dark and cold as night
let me go
i'm not done
i swear i'll take just one lifetime and i

i won't lie
i won't sin
maybe i don't wanna go
can't you wait
maybe i don't wanna go

i should've asked
i could've helped
at least a fucking 1,000 times before
will this offer get me in
or does it prove that they gave more and i

i won't lie
i won't sin
maybe i don't wanna go
can't you wait
maybe i don't wanna go

and i
i won't lie
i won't sin
maybe i don't wanna go
can't you wait
maybe i don't wanna go

and i
i won't lie
i won't sin
maybe i don't wanna go
can't you wait
maybe i don't wanna go